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 Eventually all of this craziness became too much and we moved to Arizona, where after a year of feeling completely isolated, a band called Vrota, and a direction that I felt was not where I wanted to go, I discovered how miserable I was. I left and moved to San Francisco for what started out as a six month vacation and ended up to be a five year rebirth. I found myself in a troupe called
Dream In May of 1996, I had a flashback
and remembered being molested when I was three by a still unknown perpetrator.
In my processing, therapy, groups, and hands-on-healing, I realized how
much I had sabotaged my life. Preventing myself from accomplishing the
things I initially had dreamt of.
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Circus,
creating amazing ritual on stage with a lighter edge to it. We played like
clowns, and performed all over San Francisco and Nevada. Within my first
year in SF I had returned to theatre, and experienced The Burning Man Festival
which completely changed my life. I dyed my hair pink and started really
focusing on creating a new persona for myself.